Friday, September 13, 2019

Chameleon

Sep 3 2019

Chameleon

Interesting times.

I find myself needing to test my chameleon abilities in order to do what keeps me here in Ha Noi – my impending job as an ESL teacher for elementary school kids. I knew I could be a chameleon at least. Even when I was a child, I was never particularly in love with children’s things that weren’t or wouldn’t soon be my very own. Children are interesting, but have never been a principal passion. It is a widespread demographic, and needless to say, their needs invoke opportunities like what I have now.

I’ve taught kids before – small groups of blind kids each time. And I’ve had at least one nephew for the past 15 years. Sad to say I wish I could have gotten more emersion with this last specimen source than I did, but there it is. I was also a child for at least a decade.

 For a little while at least, I’m going to try to make the reptilian shoes fit. I’ve researched and recited children’s rhymes, songs, and stories, and have even done some of my own composition. Reconnecting with the children’s classics has been a funny thing. Some recollection of the fact that I didn’t always exactly dig being a child is present. There’s a lot of partial familiarity with the games, which I credit to the fact that often no one bothered to verbalize the rules for me, and thus I never actually fully learned how to play. Memories of ostracism pounce where I seem to recall these were games that other kids played, but which I was rarely if ever invited or allowed to join in. “The Farmer and the Dell” – I remember the first refrain of the song, but I have no recollection of actually learning the game. I think the potential thrill is gone sadly. “The Bride Cuts the Cheese” – there’s a children’s song.

               Anyways, chins up, and with rewriting the past unlikely, I can at least make a decent chameleon in Mother Goose’s nest. 

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