Sunday, August 25, 2019

Still this evening, Aug 25, 2019


Quite a nice album that was from Robert Wyatt also, with Paul Weller, Brian Eno, Phil Manzanera, and Dave Sinclair all appearing.
I was hoping I could convince my friend to make me get out and explore, so I could greedily exploit her eyeballs, but alas we just chilled at my apartment, relatively speaking. Come to think of it, Chi N was looking for her glasses for quite some time. I think the occasion was she needed to see better so she could more efficiently look around for her glasses. Always keep a second pare for this purpose if you are burdened with high-functioning eyes. That’s what four eyes are for.
After we said goodbye, I made some progress with my bold independent exploration, I am happy to let you know. With the help of Google Map and my ability to say “coffee, no?” in Vietnamese, I managed to mosey down the western West Lake-Skirting Quang An street to a 24-hour coffee place. I’m starting to think it would’ve been good to have some idea as to what to say after I got there, but I did score a Dong 25k ice coffee (slightly more than $1). The cup of ice cubes they gave me with the coffee liquified in 10 minutes or there-abouts.
I can thank Gabby Morritt for teaching me post hoc how to order what I actually got at the place. At least I know how to count, and I know how to navigate a coffee cup.     
‘Nothing too gracefully’ has been my philosophy when it comes to my resignation to just push myself out the door and explore places and buy things in spite of my timorousness, everyone else’s discomfort, and, perhaps most of all, my extremely bare-bones Vietnamese. This may just take the form of me showing up at a shop, and having very little to say before an assumed proprietor determines to provide assistance. I did have the gumption and wisdom to think of what I would purchase at the supermarket before an excursion several days ago, and to get Google’s translations of the items onto the screen of my phone to present to a store employee. There were embarrassed giggles and chidings among a few employees at the supermarket, but I did come home with most of what I sought to buy, the novel journey, and the material success -- the humble booty -- has been adequate consolation. As I’ve told folks, shopping in the U.S. with native English speakers that apparently never shop at their own place of employment as my assistance, isn’t robustly more comfortable. “Nothing too gracefully” kind of stems from these roots, and really it is my self-exoneration in situations where I have limited ability to make actions and interactions, wheeling’s and dealings look all nice and tidy and elegant. If I can bring home some kind of tea, who could ask for much more? I even brought home things I can survive on when the tea-euphoria wares off, like greens, mushrooms, tofu, sauce, noodles... I realize I cannot wash myself with this plastic soap dish though – that was supposed to be a bar of soap.      
Anyway, as per the coffee shop – a reasonably lickadee split walk strait down a main road from my apartment block for perhaps 1.5 kilometers. Had a peaceful stare out over hồ Tây– the West Lake for a while. My previous two strolls along the lakeside, and apparently still decent spatial memory meant I made it back directly with no hiccups. Didn’t get lost once. Didn’t die once. Not too bad. It’d be nice if streets had actual pedestrian paths here, but I’m sure the embrace of their absence will get pounded into my head severely over time.  
Note to smash up some sesame, peanuts, and sault for food purposes, and also to buy a mortar and pestle.

     

Somewhere in Elsewhere, Evening of Aug 25 2019, Pt I


I got Robert Wyatt’s Comicopera album playing in the background as I write this.
My friend Chi N showed up at my door today, she of Clark University, like so many here in Hanoi. She seemed to wish even less to go venturing out in the heat than I did, which made me feel good about myself. So, we stayed in, cooked, talked, and had the tea I proudly purchased at the local supermarket not long ago. With enthusiasm I let N talk about her life – where it intersected with mine and where it diverged by time zones. It was so nice to let this familiar friendly voice drench me and soak through after so long. Tails of artist’s artisms, LGBT+ authors, painters and actors, sex positivity, old friends and old friendly times. Mutual admiration of my cozy, delightful, and welcoming apartment in this rather international part of the city.
We looked at the fantastical monsters with English names her niece and nephew drew under her menacing didactic influence. I couldn’t really see the photos on her phone lamentably, nor could I find my sketch book, which I thought I packed.
‘It would be delightful to see those two kids once more ‘I thought to myself as I listened to Chi N’s niece and nephew go, in a video, back and forth aggressively over the correct pronunciation of the word “make”.
My friend played the children recordings of this particular crucial word in both an American accent and an Oxford English one.
“Make!…” … “Make!...” … “Make!...” … “Make!...” …
I was also surmising with all my academic might that this is why the U.S. is no longer a part of the British Empire. Chi N and I did study within Clark U’s International Development Department Afterall, so at least assume I know whether I’m joking or not.
          Thank you, my friend, for the cooking and dish washing, for the sharing of food and the tea I so boldly purchased, and for the delightful company and convo.